20.11.09

big ideas

_
not for....i want it so that people....when they....its for....
for pain....? and animal driven orgasm!
for pain. not pleasure!
for loneliness not love!

!fat throats swollen feet!
I want something
lodged inside __ a gag ref;ex!
with scalpels!

with flashing lights.
lets think.
PHAT BASS LINES.
BOWMBOWMBOWMBOWOWOWOWOWOWOwowowowow

screaming
vocoded

"[flesh] no skin left to _
[not for] not for pity
(undeserved)
fuck dirt
SMILE
"everyday"
post it online because you're creative and tortured.
LOOK AT ME BUT DON"T I AM MODEST AND INSECURE I OBSESS OVER PAGE VIEW STATSS
[pause]
conjealed twins
clumps of
___."


Fuck this...

I am going to write
a ballad about murder.
they'll love it
they eat that shit up

milk
young
fuck
berries

yum
FOR THE TRASH
I think I just need to shutup sometimes
and write music that
and make
really
genuine
pop music that
isn't for....isn't for.......