removed, without feeling
like when they tore me from the womb
like when they tore your womb from you
like when i tore myself from you.
you always seem to have things removed.
I'm sorry I've kept myself so removed
removed and ignorant
removed from my mind.
and on the topic of minds,
I hope yours is okay
I feel echoes in my middle ear
and I think of the block next to yours
about how there is no room for an echoe
and i feel less of my nausea
and more of your vertigo
like an unborn child feels their mothers' heart beating ,
it makes sense why I'm the one getting dizzy